I want to sleep to close my eyes and rest and stop worrying about tomorrow, but everything in me is holding me back.
I keep myself awake because tomorrow is full of more opticals I just want to slow down time, I don’t want my time to pass right by.
Everyone tells me stop worrying and trun off the light, but I can’t.
I feel like if I do I want be able to handle what’s going to happen the next day, that I’ll just break down in front of everyone.
I know I shouldn’t worry and I tell myself everything will turn out fine, but I’m still not able to say goodnight.