“I Hate..” (Poem)

I hate the way you smile because it makes my heart race. 

I hate when people say you’re name because I can’t help to smile and look the other way. 

I hate when you try to make me smile… because I’m afraid that if i climb the tree of life you won’t be there to catch me when i began to fall. 

I hate that I feel like I need you, to keep climbing

I hate how easy it is for you to just walk away. 

I hate how I don’t hate you, but I love you, but I’m too afraid to say.